Friday, August 30, 2013

Sangre De Cristo

Peaks like sharpened steel, warped from
thousands of years of Colorado sun
trapping the heat in this valley, a furnace

boiling away the molecular remains of water that once
made this land fertile, green, inviting. Water that
mere months before capped those peaks in soft blue snow
two lane streets hidden beneath ice, colder
than the bones of those who first broke these grounds

Blanca’s shadow, dark lines on farm land
like armored walls, holding captive

peoples who settled here, this valley of beauty, for protection from the world a new
         start, home for
generations of drop outs, basement dwellers,
inheriting the house when momma dies of a heart attack

they all do, it’s in the water,
it’s in the valley
a gift from the mountains—
a place to wait,
a place to call home
forever.


Monday, August 19, 2013

The Chef Decides to Close the Kitchen

Cast iron kettle on
stainless steel stove.

Purchased perfection, earned by
three thousand six hundred and fifty days
in the kitchen; in my kitchen
the water slinks in thick streams from tap to bottom of the
pot,                    
now resting solid, on the worktop.

Bring it to a boil and wait fifteen minutes…

Neatly kept fingers deftly spin and click the flame
Spin and click. Spin and click…
Blast this stove!

It’s heating now, the kettle, and the
Water rumbles inside, tumbling over itself and over itself.

The water is dancing and as it starts to scream

I slip myself inside. 

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Tennis Shoes

The shoes were a Christmas present from my parents
high school spirit green; the
perfectly preppy piece of every
Outfit; dark jeans fitted like a glove

Carefully creamy soles padded
Down school halls, a princely waltz
My smile had ruling power there,
My sparkling eyes made every call.
Perfect shoes that held me steady when
my first love’s lips puckered
and tapped the carpet outside my parents room after
the nights    I    lived    for

Seattle now
And these shoes have seen more sidewalk than padded, carpet floor
Rain and snow wore themselves into blisters on my feet
5 times, each a week, I couldn’t walk.
I hobbled. Black spot on my foot after
a long shift at work
Wet socks inside these shoes now,
Not cute ones like before
I tie the greying laces, I have no choice anymore
No line of soft new shoppings haul
Every color and style to match
My money stretches not at all,
Barely covering the rent on this tiny hall


Ten months ago together, though a millennium it feels,
These shoes and I set out to walk an uncharted course
To change the world and become be that perfect girl

But there are holes in the soles of my shoes now

      there are holes in the souls of my shoes