What I Know
Now
Is it selfish?
to say
“
I’d rather
study myself than any other person on
this planet?
”
Does it make sense if I convince you
That studying others is really the same?
Can I persuade you to believe that the
Can I persuade you to believe that the
whole world is a
lens, a
reflecting
pool, a
refracting light scheme
on in
the inner
the
self
the
other above and the
you below
and in learning of others,
we mostly learn of
ourselves ?
This is true, you see, because
When I’m studying you,
I’m studying me
How I react and how I read
And what all those words mean to me
But why,
you ask, do I continue
To study me and
instead of you?
Because I control me and the things
I see and the things
I do shape the world around
Me, just as yours do.
To be a better me,
I must study other
use
So I sat down in this class to read about a
Justice
And I read
and we talked
and I learned a lot
but what I know now
is not
how much work Sonia Sotomayor put into her dreams
it is not how life can be difficult for a Latina
it is not how much the world of diabetes has
changed through modern medicine and
it is not why you should bother to read her book
or take this class
what I know now
is that I have dreams that are
B
I G G E R
than
I knew, and they are
valid.
is that my life is really difficult, but that
does not mean it is not worth living
is that the world is changing all around me
right
now
and if I don’t pay
attention,
I’ll miss out
is that I should bother to get out of bed every
day and put on clean clothes
is that I should bother to go to work and be proud
of a job well done
is that I should bother to put on a smile and do
something to make me and you a little bit happier today
is that I
should bother to change the world.